The beginning of the lies . I'm happy beyond measures. After 20 years I have been able to finally get you in my life. When we first started talking, I didn't know what to expect or what direction things were going to go. I took a leap of faith in expressing my true feelings to you not knowing how you were going to accept it. To my surprise you accepted very well and in return you expressed your feelings to me too. Despite all that you have been through, you have opened up your heart to me and have given me the chance to show you what a real love is suppose to be and look like. Like you, I "absolutely hate" the distance between us but it's something we have to work with right now. It gives us the chance to learn more and more about each other. So to answer your question, I'm beyond happy. I thank you for giving me the chance to love you and you in return love me back.